Many other monks, priests or other teachers openly abuse other people, which goes on the Internet, newspapers, or television, so they (people) grab onto somebody who apparently looks the opposite – looks holy, looks wholesome, looks like caring-for-nothing. So, they grab onto this being – even demons that fake into holy persons. They still “need” them; they kind of grab onto them like a person who is drowning in the river grabs onto a piece of wood, thinking it’s better than all around them – it’s all drowning water and garbage. That’s what it is.
People are so poor – poor people. I don’t mean about money or financial status; I mean their hearts. They are so vulnerable. I cannot teach all of them; I cannot talk to all of them. They might not even believe me; they’ll turn around and even degrade me, slander me, and make more karma for themselves and more drowning. So, I don’t dare even to do much more. It’s very difficult. My position is so sensitive. I want to help them, but I don’t know how not to provoke their ignorant anger at me, thus causing more karma for them and making it more difficult for me to help them, even.
So, it’s very, very difficult, very difficult. Oh, very difficult. It’s a tight rope that I’m walking on. Just like when you see an insect that accidentally flew through your window or door and comes into your house, like a butterfly, for example. And you don’t want to hurt that butterfly, and you try to catch him with something, or with your hands so you can free him. But he fights with all his might to run away from you and to fly all the way up to the high ceiling so you can’t reach him. Then sometimes you have to get the ladder to try to reach the butterfly. But the butterfly just flies away again, and then sometimes you hurriedly try to catch the butterfly, and then you fall down from the ladder, even, and hurt yourself. And you try again, again and again. And maybe the butterfly could never be caught and then dies in your house, and you feel so, so bad, so bad; so sorry, but you have tried your best. This is similar to my situation.
Well, at least I can tell you, my so-called disciples, so you understand my situation, so that you don’t blame me for if Master is compassionate, why I don’t rescue more people, why I don’t tell them this, that and others. We already told for many decades, and now we have Supreme Master Television.
I said more than I should have said already about many things, including false masters, good monks, bad monks and all that. But what more can I do? Even tell them just to put down that piece of dead, bloody flesh from a living being and just eat some vegetables and protein from vegetables. Nowadays, it’s even so much easier than some 30, 40 years ago. When I went on holiday with my former husband, I could hardly eat anything, anywhere. Sometimes I’d eat just toast and jam. That’s it. Because there’s nothing else I could find. They did not even understand when I said vegetarian, not to talk about vegan. So now, you try with all your might.
Whomever you know, if you think he/she is having a sensitive enough heart, maybe you can open some conversation and tell them to be vegan. Gently. Gently and very, very diplomatically so they don’t get mad at you. They don’t become your enemy. It’s very difficult to tell people in this world. Not everyone is as intelligent as the way they look or the way they talk. It’s so fixed in some kind of square in a box. You are outside of the box, but they are not. So it’s very, very difficult. Oh, God bless.
OK, some extra things I want to tell about the monks and the different kinds of things they do to distract people from the way Home. Now, just like in older days, like in China for example, there were many fighting wars between different state-countries. And sometimes the enemies would want to win, but it was very difficult, so they had to think of many ways to kill. So sometimes, they resorted to making one of their persons – one of their trusted fighters of their country – made that person infiltrate into the enemy’s system without being suspected, but openly even, and become used and trusted by the enemy. Not sneakily or hiding somewhere like a spy – this is an open spy, accepted by the enemy as well, and trusted. So, they would beat up that person black and blue, bleeding everywhere.
That person was known to be a high official, for example, of this country in the war. But they beat him up and threw him out. They beat him up like almost dead. And then that person would sneak into the opposition, the enemy’s camp, and pretend to cry hell-like there. Like, “Look at how they treat me. I did all my best, and they still find fault with me. They said, ‘I’m this, I’m that,’ just because I talk good about your country, about your system, and that you have no reason to war, that we should surrender or make peace” – whatever they say. Whatever that person says so that the enemy would listen, would like it, and trust him. Because he was beaten all black and blue and bleeding everywhere already, so it’s not possible not to trust that person.
The negative power in this time of Dharma-Ending Age would use similar types of things also. It’s more rare. It’s more rare than the open abuser, but still has happened, and you could never tell. And woe to you if you know it – if you have psychic power, if you have clairvoyance, and see that person is not real. Then everybody else will come and beat you up physically or on the web verbally, or threaten you, or go to your house if they know your house and make your life a living hell.
Some clairvoyant people can see some bad monks: though on the outside the monks look morally fit and all that, and they tell people don’t eat animal-people meat, but they themselves go and eat anything, not under surveillance, of course. And the clairvoyant people can see that some monks don’t have a good aura. They have the dark aura of the netherworld, of ghosts and demons. But if they tell that to the fanatically worshiping followers, then this clairvoyant person cannot live well – better move somewhere else, or beg for forgiveness, or they will be beaten up like a bag of cotton. It happens nowadays, in different places. It’s terrible, terrible. So just take care of yourself.
Praise God, Who takes care of you; praise the Buddhas Who protect you. That’s all you can do, if you don’t have any other way to protect yourself. Try to really keep your eyes open. Always be in your heart with the Buddha, with God, with any Masters. Look for a living Master. It doesn’t have to be me – at least some Master who has a good lineage and can rely on those great Masters before Them to give you initiation and the inner Heavenly Light and Sound Method. If you see they’re honest, at least – they don’t pretend to be somebody they are not, and they don’t abuse you financially or physically for their own interest – then maybe you could check it out. I’m not saying all this so that you come and be my disciples. It would be my honor to have you, but you can find other Masters as well.
Those who teach the real (inner Heavenly) Light and Sound Method and are from a very big lineage, those are more reliable. At least they’re honest. You see if they’re honest or not. You have to observe a person or a Master before you leap. Don’t go with the flow. Don’t go just because he/she is famous. Don’t go just because people say he/she is good. You must know it yourself whether or not you have experiences, and you have to feel good about that. Do not just follow anyone else. Follow yourself. Always praise God for protecting you, guiding you to a real good Master. That’s the best way. Always be sincere, humble, and really, truly longing to go Home, Heaven Home. Then God will help you.
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